OK LOOOOOK! I COMPLETELLLYYY FORGOT TO POSTTTTTTTTTT ! IM SOORRRYY >:o
welllllll now back to business ! so sunday was mine & my hubby's two year anniversaryyyy (: we had funnnn, i shall not lie. this is what we did :
made some love ;)
drove to this restaurant to eat
and we ATEEEEEEEEE. yummmmmyyy. OMG the foood was sooooooooo goooood !
had some desertt ; omggg it was strawberry cheesecakeee OMGGGGGGGGGGGG (:
ok well, i loved it. even though it was simple, i L O V E D it (: it was better than our last years celebration.
anyways, yesterday me & bibs went out. he had a meetup for a pair of 15's (: everyone always asks me how i get my sneakers for so cheap, IDKKKKKK! i just look around. im not a crazy person who's gonna sell her blood just to buy a pair of sneakers for a ridiculous amount -_-
after the meetup, we were gonna go to QCM, but decided not to cause its always packed & theres never anything good there -_- ; we just decided to stick to ordering online.
i went to prima donna & found no shoes in my size -_- bitches.
anywayss ; today was a snow day! i woke up & everything not wanting to go to school because of the snow ; and then my dad calls & goes like "go back to sleep , theres no school" (: i was a happy birdie. i woulda slept all day, but ehhhss that woulda been boring, BUT i do plan on going to sleep at like 8. i would watch one tree hill & gossip girl ; BUTTTTTTTTTT of course no new episodes for a while -_- w/e. pshhh.
BUT back to the snow, it was soooo much! me & my baby buddha went out & the snow was upto my ankles :O i haven't seen that much snow in about 4 years :O. CRAZYYYYYYYY. I WAS HOPING TOMORROW WOULD BE A SNOW DAY ALSO BUT PSHHHH THAT WON'T HAPPEN !
well bibs got a iss account. i told him he'll be on it all the time now. SUCKER.
anyways ; im off to watch some iron man lmao. GOOODBYEEEE MY FELLOW BLOG BUDDIES!
Saturday, February 28, 2009
Thursday, February 19, 2009
bang bang (;
ok so bibash came over yesterday. we were going to go out to eat and movies & what not ; but then we decided to stay in cause the weather sucked big booty -_-. we ordered some domino's and the delivery guy was so rude, asking to give him more money for tips. THE FUCK?!?!??! lmao. but bibash, being a nice person ; gave it to him . well after eating & stuffing ourselves with domino's , we started to watch slumdog millionaire, but we didn't really finish it; we got a little distracted ;) ;) . oh! ^ we took that picture (: . & he's getting better. treating me right and such. so then afterwardss, he left and what nott. i was at home watching the last few episodes of "the secret life of an american teenager" - i loveee that show (: .
anywhos ; the other day me & my biddie nitol decided to matchh. but of course we only took pictures of our sneakers ; not our whole body's cause we're stupid -_- . ok so for some reason the picture won't go underneath this paragraphh. stupid picture ! >:o !
today was boring. i didn't do anything besides be a lazy bum. tomorrow i have a few meetups ; hoping they all come through. (: anywhoos i'll update tomorrow : bibash is supposed to get me bubbletea cause he loves me (:
OHHHHHH! I ALMOST FORGOT ; MY TWO YEAR ANIVERSAY IS SUNDAY! SO YOU KNOW I'LL BE POSTING UP PICS :] GOONIGHTT BIATCHES & HOES
Monday, February 16, 2009
wow.
wow. first of all, my name is peu (pay - you). i'm bengali. i do not appreciate people calling me anything besides what my name is. unless i love you (: . so i used to have a blogger before, but then i forgot the password and which email i had used for that one :[ . i had been meaning to get a blogger again for quite a while now because it seems as if no one has time to listen to my problem and plus , who would i tell my problems to. even though i know other people will read this, i still want to have somewhere i can put my thoughts down. when i tell others my problems, i leave so much out, just because im afraid of what they will think of me and my decisions. :[ . as you can see i like periods, commas and semi-colons. i don't think i can go one sentence without a comma, period or semi-colon. im addicted to them ;x .
here it goes ; a list of my problems ; its kind of long ; well at least to me );
1. my boyfriend.
well let's see, our problems started about 17 months ago. i really do believe we are the "forever" type. i can feel it in my heart , with each breath i take. i know no one in this world is perfect. love isn't about finding the perfect person, its about finding an imperfect person perfect. yes, i won't deny , he does soooo much for me. yet, just because he does so much, does it make it ok for him to treat me badly? he has called me all different types of names, he has hurt me physically and continuously hurts me emotionally. he will promise to change and the change will last , if i'm lucky, one WHOLE week. the other day, just because i didn't say sorry the way he would've liked me to, he didnt talk to me for two days. while we were on the phone, i lay on my pillow crying and what does he say ? "i don't care you're crying". sometimes, late at night, when everyone is sleeping, i wonder to myself "could this really be that kid i met over two years ago?" people really do change. some for the better and some for the worse. we went on a double date for valentines day, i wont lie, everything he bought me , i lovedddddddddd it ! while sitting at applebees with his best friend and his girlfriend, he happened to realize how messed up he is to me. his best friend's girlfriend is talking about how she doesn't ever have to do anything, how he always calls her and is always caring and nice to her. so when we get home, he's like "i really will change". and so here we are two days after v-day, and he's shown improvement. i'll update about him in two weeks. i can assure you this won't last -_- .hey, at least he's trying.
2. school
i don't know if i'll be able to graduate in june :( . all three of my fucking gym teachers failed me. f*cking ms. balansag. that dumb hoe. i almost got suspended cause of her. dumb b*tch told me she's pass me and then didn't. and mr. torres? another dumb mofo. f*cking bald headed biatchh. tell me how he passes some girl who was absent more than me and didn't even run during the running test and i RAN during the whole test and he failed me. WTF?!?!? my mom's gonna talk to him so hopefully he gives the grade i deserved.
3. ETC
it just feels as if once one problem goes by, i have another to worry about. at least this week began stress free -_-. i bet it wont last though. i started praying again. god can't get rid of your problems, but im hoping he can guide me the right way. seems as if lately , i've been choosing the wrong path.
well , i must say "adios" for now. i have a meetup in an hour and a half and i have to get ready -_-. im being lazy as you can see. procastination FTMFW! (:
p.s.
now that i have a blogspot, i'll probably be on it 24/7 (:
here it goes ; a list of my problems ; its kind of long ; well at least to me );
1. my boyfriend.
well let's see, our problems started about 17 months ago. i really do believe we are the "forever" type. i can feel it in my heart , with each breath i take. i know no one in this world is perfect. love isn't about finding the perfect person, its about finding an imperfect person perfect. yes, i won't deny , he does soooo much for me. yet, just because he does so much, does it make it ok for him to treat me badly? he has called me all different types of names, he has hurt me physically and continuously hurts me emotionally. he will promise to change and the change will last , if i'm lucky, one WHOLE week. the other day, just because i didn't say sorry the way he would've liked me to, he didnt talk to me for two days. while we were on the phone, i lay on my pillow crying and what does he say ? "i don't care you're crying". sometimes, late at night, when everyone is sleeping, i wonder to myself "could this really be that kid i met over two years ago?" people really do change. some for the better and some for the worse. we went on a double date for valentines day, i wont lie, everything he bought me , i lovedddddddddd it ! while sitting at applebees with his best friend and his girlfriend, he happened to realize how messed up he is to me. his best friend's girlfriend is talking about how she doesn't ever have to do anything, how he always calls her and is always caring and nice to her. so when we get home, he's like "i really will change". and so here we are two days after v-day, and he's shown improvement. i'll update about him in two weeks. i can assure you this won't last -_- .hey, at least he's trying.
2. school
i don't know if i'll be able to graduate in june :( . all three of my fucking gym teachers failed me. f*cking ms. balansag. that dumb hoe. i almost got suspended cause of her. dumb b*tch told me she's pass me and then didn't. and mr. torres? another dumb mofo. f*cking bald headed biatchh. tell me how he passes some girl who was absent more than me and didn't even run during the running test and i RAN during the whole test and he failed me. WTF?!?!? my mom's gonna talk to him so hopefully he gives the grade i deserved.
3. ETC
it just feels as if once one problem goes by, i have another to worry about. at least this week began stress free -_-. i bet it wont last though. i started praying again. god can't get rid of your problems, but im hoping he can guide me the right way. seems as if lately , i've been choosing the wrong path.
well , i must say "adios" for now. i have a meetup in an hour and a half and i have to get ready -_-. im being lazy as you can see. procastination FTMFW! (:
p.s.
now that i have a blogspot, i'll probably be on it 24/7 (:
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